Friday, April 27, 2012

The Beginning

I call this "the beginning" - because it is.  It's the start of making and achieving goals - rather than setting them aside at the soonest opportunity.  It's the beginning of feeling determined and MAKING myself accountable to whomever is willing to listen, instead of internally whining because I can't see a change in myself or the world around me.  It's the beginning of desiring to please God through my actions, rather than excusing myself by justifying: "He's the One who will always love me, even if I eat this ... I'll regret it tomorrow, but I don't care right now".  

Why weight loss?  God DOES love me always, so why pound this flesh into shape?  Why try?  Why bother?  Why work at it?

Top ten reasons:
- Because, while God looks at my heart (GOTTA LOVE HIM!), He also looks at my choices and their ability to replace Him with lesser things.

- Because He admires discipline, both spiritually and physically speaking.  If I don't regard Him enough to put effort into maintaining/regaining a healthy temple for Him to indwell, why do I deceive myself into thinking that I am putting in enough effort to maintain a healthy temple for Him to indwell INTERNALLY?  If I can't spend ten minutes walking, am I naive enough to think that I truly spend ten minutes praying?

- Because I want this temple of the Holy Spirit to be healthy enough to serve Him at a moment's notice.

- Because I am tired of being lethargic.

- Because I am tired of sleeping poorly.

- Because I am tired of EXCUSES.

- Because I am tired of HEARTBURN.

- Because I want to enjoy God's creation, rather than the fictional and depressing worldly world of television (i.e., get off my booty and move it)!

- Because I want my ideal of beauty (determined by what I look like) to develop into something that more closely mirrors God's own (I've been bought with the HIGHEST PRICE, therefore I will choose to glorify God in my body).

- Because however many years God gives me, I want to BREATHE to the best of my ability, thereby reminding myself to BREATHE in everything I can about God while I'm on this poor old earth.

This is the BEGINNING of TRANSFORMATION.



4 comments:

  1. For the moment, all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant; later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. (Heb. 12:11)
    Oh Lord, I want that peaceful fruit!!
    Time to strap on those army boots and start basic training!

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  2. I love you Leilani! I loved your points (reasons) why to discipline our bodies. The person God made you to be is an encouraging one and I can't wait to see how He encourages you through this using the people around you. You are a beauty indeed and He knows it most of all!

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  3. Thanks, friends!

    Sally - just like in human relationships, God shows us love by disciplining us. Why not discipline our bodies and be moderate in all things, as He demonstrated in His own life? Let's do it!

    Elizabeth - I love you, too! I am SO glad to have you in my life! We'll conquer this!

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  4. let's do this! :) I still need to take my "before" pics

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